I'd say that 19-May-2019 marked a significant day for me. I think it was the day where I truly "broke up". We were never in an official relationship. Probably because I am not a good man yet. And yes, indeed I truly realized that I am not until she cried out and talked her heart out.

She chose to leave. I should let her go. She is sorrowful to be with me.. long term.

I am fine. Don't worry.

7th August, 2019
I chose to strike through the above. Because it seems things are getting along better for us.

I am feeling truly guilty and bad that I did not even keep this blog as up to date as possible. I remember it every night but I am just too tired to login and pen down something.

So much had happened for the past one month since I last blogged. I try.. I try to put in some effort to keep it updated.

It is 4:40 AM. You can tell the reason why I am tired.